no one is listening.
do you hear me, you’re beautiful.
are you listening? or are you just hearing.my words barely cast shadows. i use to know all the right things to say, now i speak in a clumbsy way. i just want to help, i just want to love, i just want. or maybe i want to much, am i asking for too much? i say what i think, my words aren’t seaping in.
there’s a part of me breaking, it’s snapping in half. i’m striving to hold it together. someone, something, help me. my arms are growing incredibly weak.
i tried, i tried, i tried. hoping to glue this part back together. but ofcourse, see, nothing ever works out. no matter what i do and how hard i’m trying, it won’t be good enough. it can’t be, not with someone like me.i know what i want. but believe me when i say it is the most difficult thing i could ever try and have. i ask myself why i can’t just be someones other, and than i’m imprudently reminded of who i am. looking in the mirror makes my stomach twirl, my head hurt, and my eyes bleed. the image of myself is so broken and torn and the glue of the broken parts is pealing off very quickly.
i’m
scaredterrified because there’s the thought of you fulfilling someone else’s dreams. that seems utterly pathetic, we haven’t been talking that long, i know. well, it’s just the things running through my head. i know that i do feel something, and i’m too used to it being ripped from me. i have high hopes of that not happening this time. false hope can’t take over this time, please. i don’t want to have to feel with my head, i want to feel with my heart. give me something, some sense of security, that my heart can lead what i feel. security, i just want something. some foundation as to what i’m really getting myself into.i’ve got to go run now.
i hope you’re smiling, the thoughts of you are racing through my head.
See yah.“i don’t want to have to feel with my head, i want to feel with my heart”
couldn’t have said it better myself.
Thanks. ps, i like your style.
thank you, what you write i feel like i’ve written. What’s your zodiac sign?
OMG I LOVE THIS
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